School reopening soon!

yoZ!

ahh!~ school reopening soon!
4 more days to a brand new year..
5 more days to a brand new school term..
haiix..strinqqists,
do you feel that there is a very small part of you being excited,
but a bigger part of you being disappointed?
hahas..
but i can tell you that i am more disappointed than you,
and more nervous than most of you.
aiyo..so damn fast..
next year nikk, president and me,
yeah, it's ME,
we are turning 16 next year.
'O' level.. it's waiting fer us.
haiix..scary..
imagine..jus a letter 'O'..
and it scared me out of my wit..
and it scared many other sec4 out of their wit..
isn't this the most scarier thing you ever heard?
jus a letter nia..haha.
TIME DUN WAIT FOR US.
this is something i truly realised for the 3 years i spent in dunman..
i remember telling edmund that i wish i could become sec4 as soon as possible..
cos it is kinda of tired doing same thing everyday..
doing homework..practicing my viola..playing comp..talking on phone..
everything jus kept repeating..
jus a word can describe my life..
'SIANX"..
but during this holiday..
i realised dat maybe this kind of life may be 100x better than what my life would be after next year..would i be working? Or what?
Uncertaincy robbed the smile on my face.
The most scary thing in this world is not examination results, nor is it failure.
The most scary thing in this world is 'FEAR' & 'UNCERTAINCY'..
you had no idea what in the future is waiting for you..
maybe you are being ambushed by 'monsters'..
but you would never know till you walk to that point of your life..
i know that my 'O' level results would determine my future..
and it would be a compass for me to squeeze my way through life.

STRINQQISTS,
treasure your time in Dunman..
give in your best in what you do..
believe in yourself..
The concert next year would be a good chance to show yourself what you are capable to do..
what you are able to achieve..
My last performance would be the concert next year..
Let work hard together to make the concert a successful one!
KABATTE! :)

-shumin-